I have suffered from major depressive disorder and anxiety for 22 years, since I was […]
Category: before the clearing
tea with the demon
On June 29, 2015, I got nauseous. I have been nauseous every day since. This […]
fill your own well
We live in a culture that treats self-neglect as a virtue. To sacrifice your own […]
wrathful compassion
Life rarely offers clean distinctions. The paths we must take, the choices we face in […]
the bliss of transience
Gods: we project them first in the boldest of sketches, which sullen Fate keeps crumpling […]
mind observed
How much of our lives do we spend in sadness, anger, frustration, and worry? Probably […]
taking refuge
In Buddhism there is the practice of taking refuge in the Buddha. But what does […]
the most guaranteed change
We are a culture that fights change with everything we have. We deny it, delay […]
no arrival
There is no moment of arrival on this path. No point at which we can […]
the fight is the suffering
People often turn to spiritual practice hoping it will end suffering — that circumstances which […]
the four immeasurables
The mind is a restless thing. Thoughts arise from nowhere and dissolve back into nothing. […]
the noise we choose
We have become, in a very real sense, cyborgs. Our phones, tablets, and laptops are […]
the root of violence
Violence is not new. It has been a constant presence throughout human history — in […]
the uninvestigated mind
No one causes us as much harm as we cause ourselves — not through dramatic […]
the practice of compassion
Every major contemplative tradition places compassion at the center of a genuinely fulfilled life. This […]
the abode of happiness
We are, by almost any historical measure, the most materially abundant people who have ever […]
always elsewhere
We live in a world that wears busyness as a badge of honor. Ask someone […]
what remains when everything is gone
For most of my adult life I have lived with clinical depression. We are typically […]
illusory power
The familiar currencies of power — wealth, status, physical appearance, social dominance — are not […]
the only approval
A remarkable amount of human energy is spent managing the imagined opinions of others. We […]
the trance of busyness
The mind, left to its own devices, defaults to dissatisfaction. This is not a personal […]
what you are not
When most of us are asked who we are, we respond with roles. Student. Writer. […]
how the absolute forgets itself (part I)
What follows is my attempt to put into words something that is, at its deepest […]
the mind will always want more
the mind will never tell you that you have done enough. That is simply not […]
beneath the deference
Something quietly catastrophic happens when we stop seeing another human being as fully human. It […]
the holiness of this body
The body is one of the most powerful gateways to awakening available to us — […]
who am I?
To discover your limitations is the same as to discover your limitlessness. To discover your […]
the perspective helmet
A thirteen-year-old girl once told the teacher James Baraz that she had invented something in […]
the ten thousand sorrows
The Buddha’s first Noble Truth is often misunderstood as pessimism. It is not. It is […]
the word that hold the world
In the cosmological frameworks of ancient India, Sanskrit was not merely a language. It was […]
